after much consideration i feel this is the only way out for both of us.. and even we talk abt that issue will only end up quarrelling.. so might as well dun waste each time.. and he only want freedom.. so i won't want to keep a man with me for the sake of staying together.. like that i won't be happy at all..
maybe he will be happier this way.. but still have to c each other and talk to each other on ds.. so also cannot totally get away from him.. for me life might be the same.. this time round nv really drop 1 tears.. only drop once when i think of all the things that happened.. whether it's happy or sad memories all will flood whenever i saw the wedding pic.. maybe our love had long faded.. only that we r dragging dragging.. now i feel if i continue to drag will only cause us to hate each other more.. maybe give each other to have each of our life separately..
my feeling i have nv let him know before.. and i nv cry infront of him on this issue cos i dun want to make him pity me..
and i promise myself to be happy everyday and laugh and laugh.. to prove to him that without him i can also live well and even better than with him.. and can look after ds very well alone.. and prove to man that woman doesn't need man..
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