Pictures

Just seeing his pictures really make my day brighter. Really love him lots.. but too bad that i cannot spend 7 day a wk a day as i have to split with his dad family.. feel so sad at times when i nv bring him home.. was thinking will he miss me or feel sad.. cos whenever i tell him tonite go his nai nai house he will say dun want de.. hope he understand everything and will not hate me..

Updates of myself & Aloysius

Had been feeling quite low this few wks or say mths.. dun know y at times i really feel so lost.. anyone can help.. think i really collasping.. separated for a yr.. can i say i'm used to it.. no.. i still trying hard to get used to my life without dh and have to act as aloy daddy and mummy.. now gd and bad man is me.. i really tired of my life.. y is my life full of downs.. i hate it hate it..
i should say aloy is really coping well.. and i dun really know does he know that me and his dad is separated.. and i hope minimise hurt i had caused him.. i struggling to juggle my job and him.. at times it's really hard.. but for this 1 yr i think i really cope well taking care of him.. and compare to with his dad now he is more obedient.. but at times still a terrible boy but at least now i with him i feel no stress.. at 1 phrase i really feel that i stress just to go home and c him.. but now everyday i waiting to go home and c how his progress.. but now my time with him is divided with dh family..

Batam trip with ah boy (07.08-08.08)

decided to bring ah boy to batam for a short trip to relax with him and have our 二人世界。he really enjoy himself although i din bring him out.. i only bring him to shop for a short while.. other than that we r often in the hotel.. wanted to bring him to swim but due to my auntie visit i dare not let him go and swim in the pool and he request to wear the swim suit and swim in the bath tub..

misc

playing alone

he can entertain himself very well

darling can wear his pants

he learn to wear pants and shirt liao.. but haven take a video of him wearing shirt..

eating durian

last time he dislike durian de.. now he ate more than me..

small boy

just saw these videos in my photobucket.. feel that he look so cute.. and seems like it's very long ago..

playful boy

Sleeping

he want to nap then i keep taking his video.. until he feel so uneasy..

Ben 10 Craze

Now ds go school learn from his friend abt ben 10 and now demanding to buy a ben 10 alien watch.. but i dun intend to buy.. waste money play awhile won't play liao..
now his shoes and bag all ben 10

my darling boy