sick

this is taken when he still having fever.. dun seem like he unwell..

girlish

ds still prefer gal toys.. now he even talk while playing..

MISC

boy toys.

This is the first time aloy ask to buy a boy toys.. haha.. but i think he only played for less than a hr then now lying there liao..

Annual dinner and dance

This yr my company organise the D&D at Orchard Hotel. This is the first time i been to Orchard Hotel. This yr is so much fun and entertaining. Lots of games and competition and of course lucky draw.

Me and Sugimoto









Me and driver Babu












Me and driver Mani











Me and driver Yao











me and Ye Tun Lat











Me and Aung Ko Linn











Me and ah sun












me and Ito












me and chandran












me and my admin gals

























































Me and Michael

Happy boy

dancing

on his birthday he really very high.. when watching hi5 this is the first time he will follow them and dance.. and i was thinking he really grow up liao.. dancing and singing although not very accurate.. but i can hear that he is follow them to sing..

birthday celebration

ds is very high on the day of his birthday.. and he keep asking me to show him the barney cake in the fridge.. and the birthday song he sing himself in english and chinese version.. he seem very happy on that day.. but ppl say happy birthday to him he say back happy birthday..
at nite brought him to balestier for dinner and he saw the xmas tree and told me he want to take photo with the tree.. and he keep saying can open the presents anot..

sweet boy

Ds is getting sweeter and sweeter.. 1 day i send him to his grandma house then when i on the train he called me and say rain very heavily hor.. then i say ya he ask me did i bring umbrella.. and i say got he say ok bye.. haha..
and 1 day morning when he is at his grandma house he called me and say gd morning mama..
now he really still will think of me when i not with him... he can even tell me his papa go australia and coming back taking aeroplane.. and ask me will the plane fall down.. haha.. i ask him want to take plane he say dun want will fall down.. haha..

birthday gift from his daddy

His daddy give him a early birthday present as he will not be in singapore on his birthday.. last sat he bring him out to shop and bought this for ds as he say ds want that.. in the end the toys make me headache on how to make the thomas and friends track.. ds is very happy with the toys..

playing with his best friend

this is his best friend whom he always mention to me.. and this lil boy always buy things for him to eat de.. and this is the first time i c them both play together.. he so happy playing until he dun want to go back.. and in the end his friend u go home first other day then play.. then he follow me home..

envy

after seeing all my friends in happily in a r/s or given birth i feel so envy of their life.. and y is my life is a mess now.. and y am i the one who r strongly affected and he totally live his life so gd.. and enjoying..
my friends r all around my age.. some married, some in a r/s but where are the so 幸福.. and me go through so many ups and downs in my 5 yr of r/s.. and now feel so wasted of my 5 yrs.. and even now i can't really have my single life but i dun feel regret having ah boy.. my only regrets is to get married and at a young age i am already not single and is divorced.. feel so unfair..

decision making

after much consideration i feel this is the only way out for both of us.. and even we talk abt that issue will only end up quarrelling.. so might as well dun waste each time.. and he only want freedom.. so i won't want to keep a man with me for the sake of staying together.. like that i won't be happy at all..
maybe he will be happier this way.. but still have to c each other and talk to each other on ds.. so also cannot totally get away from him.. for me life might be the same.. this time round nv really drop 1 tears.. only drop once when i think of all the things that happened.. whether it's happy or sad memories all will flood whenever i saw the wedding pic.. maybe our love had long faded.. only that we r dragging dragging.. now i feel if i continue to drag will only cause us to hate each other more.. maybe give each other to have each of our life separately..
my feeling i have nv let him know before.. and i nv cry infront of him on this issue cos i dun want to make him pity me..
and i promise myself to be happy everyday and laugh and laugh.. to prove to him that without him i can also live well and even better than with him.. and can look after ds very well alone.. and prove to man that woman doesn't need man..

catching ball

dh is trying to teach him how to catch ball but i think still need very long time for him to learn how to catch.. he will only put the hand there but when the ball come he no reaction de..

gun

dh playing gun with him and both of them will pretend to die when kena shoot.. this is the first time ds can play the gun for so long.. and he can really act die for awhile.. but now he throw the gun aside again..

bowling

dun know where he learn after he knock down the pin he will say yes and with action.. maybe learn from dh ba.. we also very surprise when we c this action of his.. he really love to imitate ppl now.. when his daddy put the pin covering his face he follow also.. haha

OMG

this ds of mine really headache lor.. i wear this pyjamas and he saw and ask me mama where u going.. i say this is for sleeping de lor.. then he say he want to wear.. and keep pulling my clothes so bo bian i take off and let him wear lor.. he really should be a gal and not boy.. haha..

pose!!

while i putting my hands behind my back and he walking behind me.. he suddenly call me say mama wo xue ni.. then i do other pattern he also follow.. then i give him a few pose and ask him to let me take pics and he agree.. now he is following everything i do..

caning

this is the first time i cane him until got the mark stay there for days.. and i also quite shock when i c that.. haha.. cos he dun want medicine and dc say actually medicine put into milk the content is destroy.. so he say have to let him eat by mouth.. when he reach home.. he throw the medicine on the floor and i cane him on his small thigh.. then he say he want to drink.. but not the bottle he throw.. then he finish 2 bottle then left with the one he throw he say dun want then i say cane lor.. he say he want.. haha.. the next nite i feed him he nv say dun want.. he just drink and say ku ku de.. haha..

doraemon rain coat

he wanted a thomas and friends raincoat after he saw the doraemon he want that so bought that for him.. but still quite big..

vacuum cleaner

at times i really aloy so gal gal.. everything he play is so gal.. he like to mop the floor, play with cooking and not interested in gun all this.. a new toy from his daddy..

new toy

i went out on saturday and promise aloy that i will buy a toy for him.. but hor.. i walk in toys r us in vivo for more than half an hr but cannot decide wat to buy cos the toy he play is more towards a gal de.. so i having headache buying toys for him.. and my friends saw some kids playing this toy and say should be suitable for aloy and let him explore.. and he really enjoy it..

Trip to safra

The playground is too tedious for us liao.. ds scare lor.. and i carry him while climbing up and down and kena shoot by those balls.. nearly fainted.. haha.. the only place he enjoy is the balls pool lor.. and i played the slide with him until i scream he cry.. haha.. so scary.. but i feel the playground is suitable for bigger kids.. i take a tour to the swimming pool inside and i like it.. just like condo swimming pool.. haha.. still thinking whether to take up the membership card.. hehe..
hug me until i want to suffocate..

art & craft

these are the work that he had done in school.. although not very nice but from these can slowly c improvement in him.. teacher comment is he really improve but still very shy in school.. the first craft he had done in school is the rabbit which is for school open house and present for ppl to c.. the lamp is for deepavali, the dog basket with a flower is for mother's day.. and lastly the shirt to neck tie is for father's day..

head, shoulders, knees and toes

i was watching the vcd with him.. and he asking me to repeat this particular song and ask me to dance and when i ask him to dance he hide his face and i say no need to shy with me de.. then slowly he open up and dance but seem like he cannot follow the tempo.. haha..

dun want to bath

he always come back from school won't straight away bath but will sit down watch tv and eat is biscuit or watever.. yesterday wanted to go out for dinner but he dilly dally so dh bluff him say he alone at home eat and watch tv while both of us go out first this is his expression.. sorry for exposing his private part.. haha..

thanks looney

Thanks looney for the king of the fruits and the prawns and the chin chow.. it's so so so delicious.. that i eat until so much and no image.. and your wii really entertain my dh as well and your ds also entertain my dh until he so happy.. haha..

birthday??

ds saw a cake from prima deli and say he want the balloon cake and go home blow candles so dh buy 1 for him.. and he asking dh to light the candle and sing birthday song to him.. and when dh sing happy birthday to u he will say aloysius.. and keep singing and lighting non stop.. next day still ask him to bring out the cake and sing song for him.. haha..
ds so called balloon cake..









look at his expression.. look as if he really birthday boy..

vacuum phone

ds is getting more and more funny liao.. can even us the vacuum to say hello papa.. make me faint lor..

admitted

ds is admitted into NUH on sunday evening.. due to febrile fits..
fever started on fri midnite when he sleeping over at il place then morning they call me and inform his fever.. then bring him home sat he look ok and give him medicine.. and midnte the fever is undercontrol.. but sunday morning.. his body so hot.. and look so tired sleep the whole day.. so decided bring him to mount Alvernia and doc send him home.. and after medicine he sleep for the whole afternoon and still not going down.. 5 plus he wake up he look so energetic so dh say should be ok and we have to buy groceries so bring him to JP.. and he so happy sitting in the trolley and suddenly me and dh sis walk infront while dh push ds behind us suddenly his sis call out for me and i thought ds fell but no he shaking so scary and eyes rolls up.. everyone looking at us and some even teach us this and that..
so we quickly rush to the carpark but dh kan ching until cannot find the car and we running up and down.. until ds shoe drop i also dun know.. in the car ds still can talk to me say he want to sleep..
once i reach hospital he woke up and check temperature 40.1 and nurse check on him and dh say he got fits so they say no need to check straight away can c doc liao..
and doc come so fast and ask me this and that question.. and teach me this and that lor.. then i request to admit and doc say that better to keep us more an xin.. so she say admit for a day or 2..
after i reach the ward.. ds is suddenly so active dun want to sleep.. 12 then sleep until 5 wake up talk so many rubbish things to me.. and for that 1 day 5 doc come and ask the same question and tell me the same things.. i answer until abit sian liao.. haha..
doc and nurses say he dun look sick de.. haha..
my only worry is will cause death and doc assure that no death de.. unless we feed him liquid then he will die of pneumonia..
but he look so cute in the NUH clothes.. hehe..

sick and tired boy on neubiliser..





well and active once admit into hospital


thought the controller for bed is telephone and say hello mama!!