after seeing all my friends in happily in a r/s or given birth i feel so envy of their life.. and y is my life is a mess now.. and y am i the one who r strongly affected and he totally live his life so gd.. and enjoying..
my friends r all around my age.. some married, some in a r/s but where are the so 幸福.. and me go through so many ups and downs in my 5 yr of r/s.. and now feel so wasted of my 5 yrs.. and even now i can't really have my single life but i dun feel regret having ah boy.. my only regrets is to get married and at a young age i am already not single and is divorced.. feel so unfair..
