Childcare

I had found a cheap child care at my new flat nearby.. $280 for full day and $210 for half day.. At first was thinking of placing him for a halfday care then nanny continue for another half but after seeing the prices dh say not worth it... so enrol ds to a full day... but i'm worried that he will cry and feel sad when i leave him to child care.. haiz.. but it's better bcos he will learn things that we nv teach... so have to ren xin let him go child care earlier to learn more and expose to more friends... cos he like to interact with kids.. That day we go shopping he saw a toddler like him standing he go and approach him and hug him lor.. but i carry him away after awhile cos he very rough scare he hurt the kid...

so after we move he will be in child care and i also have to rush from work to home and fetch him home.. which means no time to relax also.. nowonder ppl say having a kid is a long term sacrifice.. at first i thought when he older i can relax more but feel that more responsiblity.. haiz...

i just told nanny abt the child care thinggy and feel that she feels sad but she say it's ok.. cos he can learn more but for me i also feel sad if i in her shoe.. i did told her when she want to go and c him at child care can just let me know.. but my only worried is my IL keep going and bring him out then he will get used then when one day they nv go and c him he will feel sad.. haiz.. cos i read books they say kid heart is very cui rou one.. so very scare..