Had been feeling quite low this few wks or say mths.. dun know y at times i really feel so lost.. anyone can help.. think i really collasping.. separated for a yr.. can i say i'm used to it.. no.. i still trying hard to get used to my life without dh and have to act as aloy daddy and mummy.. now gd and bad man is me.. i really tired of my life.. y is my life full of downs.. i hate it hate it..
i should say aloy is really coping well.. and i dun really know does he know that me and his dad is separated.. and i hope minimise hurt i had caused him.. i struggling to juggle my job and him.. at times it's really hard.. but for this 1 yr i think i really cope well taking care of him.. and compare to with his dad now he is more obedient.. but at times still a terrible boy but at least now i with him i feel no stress.. at 1 phrase i really feel that i stress just to go home and c him.. but now everyday i waiting to go home and c how his progress.. but now my time with him is divided with dh family..
