visit to looney house!

go looney house and disturb that nite.. haha.. but both aloy and shar should have a great time and jayden too having a gd time with dh.. haha.. but think shar also angry with aloy for snatching her toys.. and keep having a angry face..haha..


Shar siting on aloy lap.









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aloy so happy on the toy car

Terrible Two??

i suspect ds have already enter into the terrible 2 world.. and i search for result from the internet stated that toddler after their first birthday any time will have this so called "pattern".
For ds he will cry at a slightest things that doesn't goes his way.. last time he will cry but less for 5 min will stop when we distract him.. this time he can cry for 10 min no matter how we distract he still crying at the top of his voice.. report say that at this stage just let them cry out and dun bother abt them after they stop then talk to them and ask them to express himself in words to let ppl know wat they really wants and needs..
now everyday can hear him cry unneccessarily.. but heng dh is on my side ask his parents dun care if he cry.. so ds is really too pampered..
got chance i take his crying plus screaming clips down and upload here.. :p

a bad fall!

yesterday in the office i fell from the stair.. at first thought not very serious... but when i get back to my seat and take a look.. my leg had 2 very bad scratch but luckily no bleeding.. and my hip is feeling very pain.. but i c no blue black or anything.. so pain until i cries..
when i reach home.. and bath.. my leg is so so so pain.. and i take a look at my hip only blue black.. but today when i wake up and bath i c omg.. so swollen and blood clot plus blue black.. my leg is also very pain.. and whole body is aching from head to toe.. my dad ask me to go and c a doc to play safe but cannot lah.. this wk already on 2 days leave..
my manager so bad and say.. she said "i very busy can u dun find things to make me more busy" wth. as if i want to fell leh.. crazy old fat woman.. very bad of me.. hehe..

heart pain pain

yesterday ds scald his leg with hot water.. he take the flask of hot water and open it and scald me liao then scald himself.. me feeling so bad that i nv do my part as a gd mother to protect him.. i di try to take it back from him but it's too late he already scald his leg and he was crying as if i wanted to kill him.. so poor thing.. he cried until tears and pidi all come out and i apply colgate on it and finally he cooled down and stop crying.. after he cool down he asking me for milk and fell asleep at 8.45..
i feel so bad that when he sleep i keep apologising to him.. and dh call me say no one blame me for it.. dun think so much and i cried and dh scold me say for wat cry no one blame me and i am the one blaming myself.. but he will nv understand how i feel de lah.. i will nv let this happened again..
luckily today he wake up i take a look at it heng nothing.. no scar no nothing.. heng.. if not i will be so so so so zhi zhe.. he is still so naughty in the morning.. as usual cry while u change him.. dun know y he started to cry once i tell him i want to change him.. as if he cannot bear to let go of the present clothes.. so i bo bian let him cry while i change him out of the pyjamas..

ds new emotions

ds is checking out who calling him

ds laughing so happily

showing off his car which my father gave him

back to camp again!!

haiz.. dh is back to camp for a week again.. sian.. but this time not searching of Mas is standby which means.. 1 week ome back 1 week nv come back.. bo liao army lor.. waste time.. haiz.. when he not back.. his parents will find ways and means to talk lots of nonsense to me.. plus not ds is sleeping an hr later than last time that's means i have to handle him alone for 2-3 hr before his sleep.. and at JW house he will always make me angry taking all those things which he cannot take.. headache.. but looking after him is used to it just hope dh parents dun talk nonsense with me..
currently the nonsens eis ask we 2 dun renovate our kitchen as we dun need.. then my ds no need to eat liao lor.. crazy fellow.. ren ren ren.. if not get old easier.. haha..

all $$ issue

i have been losing sleep.. due to the renovation cost.. my loan approve is only 11k and i still need to fork out 10k cash for reno.. furniture actually alot no need to buy cos my cousin moving so all his furniture he nv want to bring over and is in very gd condition.. so no worry in that but the main concern is the renovation cost.. need to pay full after renovation is all done.. my dad is currently thinking of ways to help me to find that sum of money..
wat i hate is my pil say that they help us by selling away their current house.. and my dh ask then u all stay where my fil say move in with u all lor.. wth.. so i rather i ask my parents help.. but my parents is unhappy with my dh and my dh is not happy asking them for money.. haiz.. so bo bian.. now really hope for money drop down from the sky.. but hor after move in from head to toe all is debt.. haiz..

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