Swimming

My ds really enjoy swimming..

Phuket trip - 09.02 to 11.02

phuket trip this time.. and he really enjoy in the villa while i scare to die.. too big and quiet at nite.. first time on flight and he is so happy and totally no issue on ear pain..

Pictures

Just seeing his pictures really make my day brighter. Really love him lots.. but too bad that i cannot spend 7 day a wk a day as i have to split with his dad family.. feel so sad at times when i nv bring him home.. was thinking will he miss me or feel sad.. cos whenever i tell him tonite go his nai nai house he will say dun want de.. hope he understand everything and will not hate me..

Updates of myself & Aloysius

Had been feeling quite low this few wks or say mths.. dun know y at times i really feel so lost.. anyone can help.. think i really collasping.. separated for a yr.. can i say i'm used to it.. no.. i still trying hard to get used to my life without dh and have to act as aloy daddy and mummy.. now gd and bad man is me.. i really tired of my life.. y is my life full of downs.. i hate it hate it..
i should say aloy is really coping well.. and i dun really know does he know that me and his dad is separated.. and i hope minimise hurt i had caused him.. i struggling to juggle my job and him.. at times it's really hard.. but for this 1 yr i think i really cope well taking care of him.. and compare to with his dad now he is more obedient.. but at times still a terrible boy but at least now i with him i feel no stress.. at 1 phrase i really feel that i stress just to go home and c him.. but now everyday i waiting to go home and c how his progress.. but now my time with him is divided with dh family..