Happy boy

dancing

on his birthday he really very high.. when watching hi5 this is the first time he will follow them and dance.. and i was thinking he really grow up liao.. dancing and singing although not very accurate.. but i can hear that he is follow them to sing..

birthday celebration

ds is very high on the day of his birthday.. and he keep asking me to show him the barney cake in the fridge.. and the birthday song he sing himself in english and chinese version.. he seem very happy on that day.. but ppl say happy birthday to him he say back happy birthday..
at nite brought him to balestier for dinner and he saw the xmas tree and told me he want to take photo with the tree.. and he keep saying can open the presents anot..

sweet boy

Ds is getting sweeter and sweeter.. 1 day i send him to his grandma house then when i on the train he called me and say rain very heavily hor.. then i say ya he ask me did i bring umbrella.. and i say got he say ok bye.. haha..
and 1 day morning when he is at his grandma house he called me and say gd morning mama..
now he really still will think of me when i not with him... he can even tell me his papa go australia and coming back taking aeroplane.. and ask me will the plane fall down.. haha.. i ask him want to take plane he say dun want will fall down.. haha..

birthday gift from his daddy

His daddy give him a early birthday present as he will not be in singapore on his birthday.. last sat he bring him out to shop and bought this for ds as he say ds want that.. in the end the toys make me headache on how to make the thomas and friends track.. ds is very happy with the toys..

playing with his best friend

this is his best friend whom he always mention to me.. and this lil boy always buy things for him to eat de.. and this is the first time i c them both play together.. he so happy playing until he dun want to go back.. and in the end his friend u go home first other day then play.. then he follow me home..

envy

after seeing all my friends in happily in a r/s or given birth i feel so envy of their life.. and y is my life is a mess now.. and y am i the one who r strongly affected and he totally live his life so gd.. and enjoying..
my friends r all around my age.. some married, some in a r/s but where are the so 幸福.. and me go through so many ups and downs in my 5 yr of r/s.. and now feel so wasted of my 5 yrs.. and even now i can't really have my single life but i dun feel regret having ah boy.. my only regrets is to get married and at a young age i am already not single and is divorced.. feel so unfair..